Chapter 20
Family
A year has dawned one year Li has marked the days as best he remember Gin's father Lou came to feel as though Li was now family So as tradition bestowed his blessings and honor of the ancestors and declared a celebration for Li Li smiling and heart still heavy Remember when his father in law welcome him same way
A year had dawned, a full cycle of seasons Li had marked with the sun and moon, a desperate tally kept in his mind. Gin’s father, Lou, had watched Li with a paternal gaze, his initial wariness softening into a profound affection. To Lou, Li was no longer a stranger from another time, but family. It was time, he declared, to honor this bond. With the blessings of the ancestors, a celebration was decreed. Li offered a smile, though his heart remained a heavy stone in his chest. He remembered Lou’s warm welcome when he had first arrived, a similar blend of tradition and genuine care. That memory, too, was a bittersweet ache, a reminder of the life he had left behind. The celebrations, the drumming, the dancing – it all felt distant, a world away from the quiet longing that consumed him. He saw the joy in Gin’s eyes, the comfort she found in the familiar rhythm of her people, and it was a balm, but not a cure. He was among them, accepted, even cherished, but the echo of Sun-jin’s song, the faint scent of cherry blossoms, the imagined weight of his son in his arms – these were the melodies that played on repeat in the chambers of his soul. He was home, in a sense, but his true home remained a universe away, a memory he clung to with the tenacity of a drowning man.