Chapter 6
Episode 6as tave dzonai pajuokos ji viska del kiyu ji tik vwrge iki16metu kenedziu dzekes rada pamesta uzaugti juokesi vidi vilniuje atvyko ks sudrond pyidkuede isteketi yokia buvo disktiminacija k tada i dk ten ir vsigesi laime.mastyti kurr robotsi sau ttis sanyuokas monarchija ant akmens sutrynudi mane liko yik ksrmen raufons ir suns sirdis.geda iki sudu po stogu vidivanku kur bete trype krutanyi vsika gimfoj tai zude ju zisurumas zydejo laime akys aklume dege kur tu buvsj moyins tevas ksi yie kuyi oerdifanfk fievo xventa panate liberali kslte jtiyudi iki krsujo arkliamx vetecertboll vale oasauli du msno policijoj nkvd is kiyur rasti ryjstexd fianos taigi kur buvo yievtrys gyvdnk ir juokedi kol luxo pergales ziedas aukdk ir dhic if gtoxio mazox ir dtiprumu galinhoscfreilos tik ja ruosesi dupazindinyi du realia karves xydu neapykanta dabar jid vadiba akmeni keturkampi ne vaidia nefsnda dabar ju surfyd pilvsi ir gerklr saukia saules musis kas lainejes abxurda sudronr juokesi cierto fundamento yuedos vanduo.geda.kruvinas skausmas.grsilis .akmuo.zalias ir zalia palaidine dpalva aistuoliu mokslininku .kuri aujsciau uz nano lietu...ji budizmas spalva 2Dji yra tarsi viena veda ar karma melyna zalio akmens kubo spalva drusja isvalyta.as ja sakiau ji labai pades bet niekas nenorejo as ha sau paprasiau isgelbeti ir ejau druska
You laughed at me, Dzonai, but I kept the stone in my pocket until it wore a hole through the lining, and then I kept it in my bra, against the sternum, where the ribcage splits like a wishbone. You laughed at me and I let you, because that was the deal I made before I was born: give everything, receive nothing, call it love.
She was sixteen when she stopped. Sixteen, Kennedy-eared, Jacket-eared, the radio crackling with news of a world that promised more than Vilnius ever would in the rain-slicked seventies. She came to the city with a cardboard suitcase and a mouth full of village silence. They mocked her accent in the corridors. They mocked her coat, her shoes, the way she held a fork. She laughed too, to survive, and somewhere inside that laughter a girl drowned quietly.
I think about that girl when I press my fingers to the stone. It is green, the color of moss under a glacier, the color of that old palaidinė, that green blouse she wore to the university until the elbows thinned to gauze. She was smarter than all of them, a scientist walking ahead of her own time, but they only saw the village in her, the cow she'd milked before dawn, the smell of hay in her braids. And she made herself small, small, small, so they wouldn't have to see.
Keep reading "Episode 6as tave dzonai pajuokos ji viska del kiyu ji tik vwrge iki16metu kenedziu dzekes rada pamesta uzaugti juokesi vidi vilniuje atvyko ks sudrond pyidkuede isteketi yokia buvo disktiminacija k tada i dk ten ir vsigesi laime.mastyti kurr robotsi sau ttis sanyuokas monarchija ant akmens sutrynudi mane liko yik ksrmen raufons ir suns sirdis.geda iki sudu po stogu vidivanku kur bete trype krutanyi vsika gimfoj tai zude ju zisurumas zydejo laime akys aklume dege kur tu buvsj moyins tevas ksi yie kuyi oerdifanfk fievo xventa panate liberali kslte jtiyudi iki krsujo arkliamx vetecertboll vale oasauli du msno policijoj nkvd is kiyur rasti ryjstexd fianos taigi kur buvo yievtrys gyvdnk ir juokedi kol luxo pergales ziedas aukdk ir dhic if gtoxio mazox ir dtiprumu galinhoscfreilos tik ja ruosesi dupazindinyi du realia karves xydu neapykanta dabar jid vadiba akmeni keturkampi ne vaidia nefsnda dabar ju surfyd pilvsi ir gerklr saukia saules musis kas lainejes abxurda sudronr juokesi cierto fundamento yuedos vanduo.geda.kruvinas skausmas.grsilis .akmuo.zalias ir zalia palaidine dpalva aistuoliu mokslininku .kuri aujsciau uz nano lietu...ji budizmas spalva 2Dji yra tarsi viena veda ar karma melyna zalio akmens kubo spalva drusja isvalyta.as ja sakiau ji labai pades bet niekas nenorejo as ha sau paprasiau isgelbeti ir ejau druska"
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