Story overview

Echoes of the Uncharted

I cry i never said i didn't but my tears have always known how to become gold she let life take it's best shot I've already survived worse and in the end I'll still be standing i think you for feeding my spirit refreshing my hope and reminding me once again that i never walk alone tonight i place the coming week in my hands go before me in every conversation guide every decision protect every loved one strengthen every weary heart and help me begin tomorrow with confidence knowing the same god who carried me through today is already waiting in tomorrow now i choose to rest because you never do in the loving nameof Jesus. May god wrap you in his peace fill your heart with his love and renew your strength for a brand new day you are never alone God is with you always. God can handle the unedited version don't need fancy worlds tell him your tired tell him your confused tell him your a little aggravated tell him the truth god has never needed you to clean up the conversation before coming to him. Soft but not silent i forgive but i don't forget the lessons learned i give grace but i no longer give access to everyone i love hard but I longer tolerate disrespect I'm gentle but I'll walk away if peace is disrupted i listen openly but i trust my intuition above all i stay grounded but i want be gaslit i speak kindly but i will speak up i care but I've stopped caretaking at the coast of myself I respond with patients but i want be emotionally manipulated my peace my rules my power. Just breeze through to sparkle a little joy on your day wishing your hours be wrapped in smiles your moments warmed by golden light and your heart lit up with love laughter and all things bright. Take time to do what brings peace to your soul and happiness and your heart slow down breathe deeply pray often and enjoy the little blessings life gives each day a greatful heart makes every moment more beautiful wishing you a joyful day and a wonderful life ahead. Some things don't fade with time And hearing from you is one of them every word every call every little piece of you share it finds me and makes me smile before I even realize it you have this way of making the ordinary feel rare being loved by you is the part of my day i never want to lose you mean the world to me. Broken wings of an angel no longer able to fly broken halo a gift from God way up in the sky bleeding tears falling fast as I pray and begin to cry burning sands beneath my feet i walk no more i have broken wings as an angel and they have been torn my burden is heavy yet my heartbeat is strong although I stand with broken wings I'll always carry on. You're soul higher self chooses everything we will experience in this life based on a belief conviction from childhood our other lives and for us to be able to and experience this they place dead souls with that belief which thus creates your reality if you listen and believe in the story you hear in you're mind then start listening your head and follow your intuition gut feeling then everything will be set for a good life the angel told me people have 2 choices in the physical reality follow your head and illness and dealth follow your gut feeling intuition and enternal health and eternal life comes to you. The arms i trusted most become the hands that broke my peace the heart i shattered with my love left scars where love once lived but still i refuse to hate you some wounds become quite lessons teaching me that even the deepest embrace can hide the deepest pain. I held it close it was my world a dream i built a love i curled but your future called so loud and I'm proud of who you'll be so i let go even though it broke me slow so you could fly so wild so free I'll keep the pieces not with regret but with the hope you'll never forget that someone lost something precious so you could have a better tomorrow my loss is real but your happiness is worth it all. I cry i never said i didn't but my tears have always known how to become gold she let life take it's best shot I've already survived worse and in the end I'll still be standing i think you for feeding my spirit refreshing my hope and reminding me once again that i never walk alone tonight i place the coming week in my hands go before me in every conversation guide every decision protect every loved one strengthen every weary heart and help me begin tomorrow with confidence knowing the same god who carried me through today is already waiting in tomorrow now i choose to rest because you never do in the loving nameof Jesus. May god wrap you in his peace fill your heart with his love and renew your strength for a brand new day you are never alone God is with you always. God can handle the unedited version don't need fancy worlds tell him your tired tell him your confused tell him your a little aggravated tell him the truth god has never needed you to clean up the conversation before coming to him. Soft but not silent i forgive but i don't forget the lessons learned i give grace but i no longer give access to everyone i love hard but I longer tolerate disrespect I'm gentle but I'll walk away if peace is disrupted i listen openly but i trust my intuition above all i stay grounded but i want be gaslit i speak kindly but i will speak up i care but I've stopped caretaking at the coast of myself I respond with patients but i want be emotionally manipulated my peace my rules my power. Just breeze through to sparkle a little joy on your day wishing your hours be wrapped in smiles your moments warmed by golden light and your heart lit up with love laughter and all things bright. Take time to do what brings peace to your soul and happiness and your heart slow down breathe deeply pray often and enjoy the little blessings life gives each day a greatful heart makes every moment more beautiful wishing you a joyful day and a wonderful life ahead. Some things don't fade with time And hearing from you is one of them every word every call every little piece of you share it finds me and makes me smile before I even realize it you have this way of making the ordinary feel rare being loved by you is the part of my day i never want to lose you mean the world to me. You said it like it was nothing just another story you can rewrite but that lie your last one didn't just break me it burnt every memory we built together the laughter the late night talks the promises we once believed in turn to Ash in the seconds you chose to lie now all that's left is the silence of a love that died because the truth was too hard to face. In my world I have traveled many realms I've been at the very helm but one day everything changed my world was rearranged this One moment in Time had changed my mind on many things we've all laughed and cried watched loved ones die but if you've ever felt any created being breathe their last that's when your world will change as well my world dies when I can no longer see your soul cry wipe soulful tears from your eyes my soul now dry as the desert looking for a lonely raindrop I have nothing left this was eternal theft as my world dies I asked God why why didn't you just let my soul die. You may think the little things you do go unnoticed but I see them I noticed the way you continue to show up even when you're exhausted I noticed how you care so deeply without needing recognition I noticed your consistency your loyalty and the quiet ways you make my life better you give Love and small meaningful ways The others May overlook but I never do I see your effort I feel your sincerity and I carry too much gratitude for the kindness and support you have given me thank you for being the kind of friend who stays steady even when your life is difficult your presence means more then words could ever express. No matter how much we talk to each other everyday I never get bored of you I smile instantly when I get a call from you that makes my days better and it amazes me to know I'm in your mind I just want to hug you right now so tight I miss you so much. Fell in love with all of you I didn't just fall in love with the best of you like the way your eyes light up the room on the way your hand fits into mine the way your personality stands out the way your smile gives me butterflies I fell in love with all of you I fell in love with your scars the way you make sarcastic remarks the way you feel helpless at 2:00 a.m. the way you cry about something from years ago the way you can sometimes get angry or the way you sometimes want to be alone I fell in love with all of you I fell in love with the great in you and I fell in love with the bad seeing yourself but the bad you see is the great that I see because I love every part of you every bit I fell in love with all of you.You are my bestie I love you because I know no matter what happens you'll always let me back thank you for standing by my side when times get hard thank you for making me laugh even when I didn't even want to smile if I had a different best friend I will punch her in the face and go find you love the one that needs you till the end. Beautiful hearts wake up with gratitude step into today with kindness and let your light be a gift to the world you matter always. Today's wish for you more laughter than stress more peace and worry more reasons to smile then to overthink. I never write for grief I write about grief all right for people who are grieving I can take the deepest part of the darkest place make them shine a beautiful light all right about addiction about heartbreak about addiction I'm very fond of that theme and I wright about depression feeling lost and at a place all wright both to and for the deceased yet in a heartwarming and uplifting way to honor a life celebrate a memory wish a final goodbye but throughout everything I don't recall writing about my own grief I never addressed it I've never really given it much thought I've written to honor the memories of loved ones hell I started a whole business concept overnight based on that very foundation yet still I haven't once stopped to actually ask myself if I'm okay to ask myself how I'm doing how I'm dealing with everything is it that I prolonged this long awaiting confirmation with myself because I was worried that I would become overwhelmed or worse prolonged because deep down I'm worried that I won't be able to feel a thing. I like being loved I like being looked at till I feel my body remember itself I like the hand on my lower back the slowest before anyone asked for more I like being wanted without being turned into something small enough to handle I like being soft in the middle of the room silky warm a little too honest I like it when someone learns me with patients not just where to touch but when to stop went to pull me closer when to let me breathe I like being open and not being punished for it I like being held my desire being gentle and still ruin me a little there I said it.Kindness leaves invisible flowers in places you'll never get to see and somehow they always bloom. A beautiful life is it measured I have long it lasts but by how many hearts it touches how many smiles it creates and how many you love it leaves behind. You don't need more time you need more moments that take your breath away fill your heart and reminds you how beautiful life really is. Your light was never meant to compete with the Sunrise. Behind every girl who says it is what it is and everything happens for a reason is a girl who quietly wonders what she ever did deserve all the pain she had to carry. Life changes you lose love you lose friends do you lose pieces of yourself that you'll never imagined would be gone and then without you even realizing it these pieces come back new love interest better friends come along and a stranger wiser you is staring back at the mirror. You are the train your life is the track and everyone you made is either getting on for a stop getting on for a few stations or writing with you all the way to the end most people don't stay for the whole ride and that's normal some people hop on teach you something love you for a moment and then get off others days through multiple stations and if you become your forever passengers. You can't win everyone be kind and some will take advantage be strong and some will call you cold be confident and some will call you arrogant be yourself and some won't understand you were never meant to win every one over you are meant to be true to yourself. Sometimes healing feels frightening because we've carried our pain for so long that it feels familiar you know who we are in the struggling what we do not yet know is who we might become when God's healing begins to restore us I'll be afraid of the new person he is creating. Sometimes all it takes to make us happy is to let go let go of things we cannot change things that bring us negativity and things that pull us down in the bumps take a moment to ponder on the negative feelings that you are holding onto then try to break free from them and see a happier you unfold.The scars we tend to hide that bottled up inside only builds up and causes more damage later on in our lives how can we decide a pain so deep when it's hard to define when our minds has been brainwashed for years with lies no one understands how it feels the fear just to express yourself to open the ears who can relate unless they've been served the same plate I've been immune to custom then abused from the ones we thought loved us not realizing that they were wolves all along disguising yourself amongst us. I feel broken like a heart cut open how do you heal when the pain is so deep that it teach you from trying to speak and robs you from all your peace sometimes I just try to lie and sleep and think sometimes if I just die and peace thinking maybe that's all the hurt and pain these thoughts brings will sometimes disappear and flee and set me free so I can finally breathe but instead I feel dead inside crawling on my knees begging gods please to bring me peace because all I do is give why I bleed to please as I please and squeeze to try to escape and erase these scars that has left marks and constant arief. I'm not everyone's favorite and I'm okay with that I was never meant to fit in to every story some people stay some people leave I keep moving either way. You are my kindred spirit the mirror to my soul your thoughts once echoed mine before those dreams were stole your words once held true meaning I'd hang on everyone I can listen to you endlessly as each take your spun never could I envisage what will come to pass that a connection such as ours was never meant to last so now the only mirror in which I see your face is your reflection from the rear view another time another place. I owe an apology to the version of me who kept smiling with everything felt heavy to the one who stayed too long because leaving felt rude to the one who apologized for having feelings I am sorry you deserved protection you deserve patience you deserve someone to choose you so today I choose you not as a motivational quote but as a real decision from now on we do not beg to be treated gently. There's a point where you stop reacting to things the way you used to not because you're stronger in some inspirational way but because you've already gone through enough versions of the same feeling that it doesn't hit you the same anymore you read the message and you don't feel the urge to respond right away you hear the tone and someone's voice and already know where the conversation is headed you noticed the pattern before it even fully plays out and instead of fighting it or trying to fix it like you used to you just sit with it no panic no overthinking spiritual no explanations needed just that quiet recognition that you've been here before and you already know how it ends.The wind came softly through the trees and stirred the leaves above it brushed against my waiting face as gentle as a dove it carried scents summer fields of pine and falling rain and for a moment in a song I heard your voice again not spoken loud for all to hear nor clear as yesterday but like a whisper on the breeze that would not fade away It seemed to say I'm with you still through you can't see my face I'm in the quiet morning light and every peaceful place I'm in the robins cheerful song the sunsets golden hue the breeze that cools a weary brow and wraps it's arms around you the wind moved on beyond The hills as all things come and go yes somehow when it passes me by it left my spirits whole perhaps the wind is only wind as many folks would say but love has always found a voice and quiet simple ways so when the branches gently sway and whispers fill the air don't be too quick to walk away a loved one may be there. Thank you my angel for every beautiful memory you left in my heart through your no longer here your love still guides me through the hardest days there are moments when I smile because of what you shared and moments when I cry because I miss you so much no amount of time could ever erase your place in my heart until we meet again know that you are loved you are remembered you are missed every single day. What is love if not the quiet way someone learns your body like a secret they never speak aloud it starts small a hand at your waist a pause that lingers just a second too long love lives there and the moments before the kiss when your breath catches and everything in you whispers yes it's not perfect it's messy a little uncertain the way fingers tighten as though they're afraid to let go love is warmth real human warmth but somehow deeper always lingers beneath it a pull a need the quiet fear of how close someone can get without leaving a mark and still you step closer anyway because love for all is tenderness has always been a kind of hunger. The distance is hard I will not pretend it is not but what I have learned is that when someone really matters to you the miles do not make you love them less they just make you more aware of how much you love them and every day I am aware of exactly how much counting down to the moment when I do not have to miss you from far away anymore. My love for you will last all time my love for you is all mine my love for you is in my soul my love for you is wherever I go my love for you is boundaries my love for you brings me such happiness follow for you sometimes makes me cry my love for you will never ever die my love for you is in my heart me and my love will never ever part. In loving you I have experienced the happiness to hurt the feeling of forever the need to be with you and love you it's all here inside me it's you I always think about it's you I always miss and I will always be you because you are the one I love. I could never love anyone the way I love you not because I don't want to move on not because I have been tried but some people leave and Mark so deep their name becomes part of your heartbeat and you you become the love of my soul recognizes in every lifetime so if anyone ever asked what the story of my life was it will always be this I love you I lost you and I never stop loving you for now and forever.I fault myself for years like I was the villain in my own story too sensitive behind too awkward too much yet somehow never enough everyday felt like trying to earn permission to exist without apologizing then something in me get tired not hopeless just honest I asked what if I'm not broken what if I'm just healing loudly that question changed the room the war didn't end and fireworks it ended with me making breakfast answering one email breathing slowly and choosing not to insult myself for surviving difficulty. Always remember some days are better some days are worse look for the blessing instead of the curse be positive be strong and get enough rest you can't do it all but you can do your best. My life is so empty now that you're gone a hollow void lingers in a world so overdrawn I wonder through the days lost and broken aside haunted by your absence no place left to hide shadows of your memory it goes through the night my heart cries out for you but you're no longer in sight. There was a time with every small problem felt like the universal personally beefing with me a late reply disaster and mistake at work life's over a weird look for someone evidence that everyone is secretly judge me my mind was dramatic but honestly it was just tired it didn't need more pressure it needed to prove that we could survive discomfort so I start a small one breath went on his conversation one day without turning fear into prophecy it's slowly outgrew my panic the way trees out grow storms quietly upward still alive. Cutting someone off is it always about hate sometimes it is about protecting yourself from people who drain your energy show no loyalty and wear two faces you do not have to keep anyone close who keeps bringing lies disrespect and chaos into your life. I love people who simply have morals men are self-awareness common sense in a consideration for others the kind who don't need to be told how to be kind who moves through the world generally without making it everyone else's problem who thinks before they speak who cares without keeping score they don't make noise about their kindness they simply are. Don't watch ever me don't carry my weight don't wait at the gate don't worry about me it's time to let your soul be free you head on long enough. I'm pretty sure the way back home is through through the miracles that didn't come through the pain that didn't heal to the storm they didn't pass through the grief that did it soften we don't always find ourselves in the good endings we find ourselves when we're somehow still flying on half broken wings the way back home is through.You've made it through so much and here you are just showing up with a heart that cares that in yourself is something beautiful take a moment to be proud of how far you've come keep going bright hard things are already on their way to you you matter you are enough you are loved you belong. Some people wait for happiness to find them I chase mine down tackled it and huggled it until it gave him now we're best friends and I never letting go. Right before you judge my life my past or my character walk in my shoes walk the path I have traveled live my sorrow my dolls my fear is my pain and my life to remember everyone has a story when you've lived my life and you can judge me. Is why your worries down tonight let the darkness hold the light tomorrow wait was hope a new but now that peaceful sleep finds you. Gratitude updates thank ful for my bears my snacks and whoever invented pajamas also for the fact that adulting is optional on weekends thank you for universe for the small ridiculous joys goodbyes only. Whatever today finds you I hope it wraps around you like the softest sky feels your heart with peaceful little moments and remind you that you are wonderfully loved beautiful needed and endlessly worthy of everything good things that make you smile. You're amazing your stronger than your struggles better than your jobs and more loved and you know so take this messages as a big warm hug may your heart feel lighter your smile shine brighter and your day be feel a little moments that reminds you how special you truly are good friends are rare best friends are priceless. For as long as I thought something was wrong with me until I realized I was just surrounded by people who made me question my worth I spent years blaming myself for the way others treated me shrinking myself just to feel accepted and loved but the truth of being misunderstood ignored or hurt by others never meant I was unworthy it only meant I was surrounded by people who couldn't see my value. You are allowed to be proud of how far you've come look at you choosing better everyday even when it's hard that's real strength keep going you're becoming your thing you were supposed to be one day at a time one choice at a time I choose me stronger together. Never forget the painful times where you wanted nothing more than to be exactly where you are right now this may be tough but so are you. Nobody plans to struggle but you can't choose to heal grow and build a life with your love you are not your past you are not your mistake you are worth more than you think and stronger than you know. It's a beautiful day to be alive grateful heart positive mind strong faith Big dreams be kind be you be Southern a thankful heart a positive mind and a whole lot of gratitude can make it a beautiful day more accounts dream believe achieve today choose happiness. Kindness is what makes you beautiful courage is what makes you strong believing in yourself is what makes you unstoppable. One thing that I am sure of is our relationship it is so strong that no one can come between us you and I will be together till eternity I will always love you and be there for you until the end of time forever yours. But no matter how many times I say I love you it will never be enough to explain how much you truly mean to me you're my comfort my happiness and my favorite part of everyday. The hardest part of love is not the road beneath our feet but the distance endured within the heart when the beloved is far away. Don't be afraid to tell people good things you like their t-shirt you love that book they're reading to the song made for made you think of them you've always been inspired by their kindness things like that to watch them light up you'll light up too the song reminded me of you the book is amazing love your T-shirt kind of words matter. B**** please nobody can bring up crap from my past to be little me I did what I did said what I said learn from it and have fun while it was happening you can go to hell respectfully.You we're the friend who sat with me when life come crashing down in ways I didn't see coming the friend who listened to the stories the one who changed me in ways I still don't know how to explain you saw the days I tried to laugh so I wouldn't cry you saw the nights went in the streets I pretend to have slipped through the cracks instead of pulley away you move closer you didn't just witness my grief you held it with me you said by me when I couldn't sort my thoughts when I was angry at things I couldn't change you didn't offer quick fixes or tidy affirmations you offer presents what a blessing it is to have a friend who will sit with you without question. My anger is taking all of my energy I can't release it or it'll be the end of me and how you frame and view my personality only adds another layer to the gravity anger is filled up and I want to smash something but I can't let it make the choices not one thing a storm in my chest keeps humming and drumming looking for a Target looking for a sting like shaking it be and being mad Stone me like feeling a fire then cursing what is done to me I know the flame is mine though it burns so differently and every time I feed it it feeds on me. Be the one who stays when others leave be the one who helps when others won't pass either one who's presents whispers you are not alone in this the world needs more people who refuse to look away. I want to remind you you are doing the best you can you are enough you are worthy you're stronger then you think more beautiful than you know and braver than you believe don't be so hard on yourself so break your progress not perfection take time and rest refill your soul and do what makes you happy you deserve kindness patience love and all the do things life has to offer never forget you always matter be kind to yourself believe in yourself take time to rest let go of what you can't control focus on the good be grateful for the little things protect your peace choose happiness every day you are enough you are loved you are amazing. Some of us never found time to be happy we were too busy being strong too busy being brave too busy holding it all together too busy caring for others too busy working just to keep going if that's you then I feel it too and my wishes that happened is finally find you. You are becoming everything I trust I stay focused I work hard I am patient I believe keep going pretty girl today I choose growth happiness peace confidence and success you're doing better than you think believe in yourself focus trust and process.You didn't just break my heart you shattered my faith apart you lied and you betrayed now trust feels like it has decayed it's not the love that I'm morn but the belief I can no longer return the rules of your deceit run deep scarring me in a way I'll never heal or sleep forgiveness means letting go because I choose to let go. If I could leave one little gift inside your heart today it would be this may you see yourself with the same gentleness that the moon shares with the sea the same patients stars have with the night and the same quiet love that flowers have for the morning sun you deserve to bloom without ever doubting you were meant to. Just beautiful people who quietly make the world a kinder place the ones who check in on others offer a listening year or simply make someone feel seen you may never realise the difference your kindness makes but I promise you someone carries it with them thank you for being exactly who you are. Sometimes we have to let go of what we thought life was going to be like and find joy in the story we are living. Be your own kind of beautiful pretty girl sweetheart strong-minded brave soul that's you. Now that I know I want to cry I want some more Olive the abuse and trauma I went through how I was treated poorly how I was seen as less than how I needed to be fixed I wish I could tell someone everything that I knew now I wish I could let people know that I don't need fixing nothing's wrong with me it's okay to be different it's okay not to be normal eventually in my lifetime I will celebrate it weird will be salt after strange will be accepted but for now we still not okay to be different it's still lonely to be weird it's still criticized to be odd it still rejection to be strange.Your One in a million and somehow I'm the lucky one who gets to call you mine I still catch myself grinning at my phone like a teenager when your name pops up I still replay the first time we meet and wonder how many near misses it took for the universe to line us up just right I love you with all my heart with the loud laughing parts and the quiet scary parts and I'll spend the rest of my life letting you feel that love in a way I showed up day after day you and me the best thing I never saw coming the only thing I'll ever want to keep. It wasn't the love that broke me it was the quiet after the promise it wasn't the goodbye that shattered me it was the way trust slipped away piece by piece until even my own heartbeat learned to doubt my heart still knows how to feel it's still softens that kindness it's still longs for connection it's still dreams of something real but somewhere along the way the door I used to leave open began to close slowly until only fear was left holding the key it's not that I don't believe in love is that I no longer believe people stay where as me what they say and that I won't be left picking up the pieces again after everything I'm not the love that's gone but the courage to open my heart without wondering if it will be safe this time I'm still healing not because I want to forget but because I want to remember who I was before the world taught me to protect what was once so open one day I'll trust again not because I have to but because I choose to not just love but my stuff first. I die in every promise you break and every lick that you have spoken trust crumbles into dust and Ash leaving me shattered and broken hope once bright Fades to gray as Faith withers and thieves your promises turn to hollow lies leaving me in the dark of night a ghost of who I used to be lost in the shadows of your receipt with every vow you fall to keep piece of me seems to die with every dream you let slip away love lights Fades from my eyes I die and every promise you break and every hope you let decay trust now lies and call empty ruins at as as leaves crumble and Fades away. I feel things deeply I love loudly and protect fiercely some days I'm unstoppable some days I'm exhausted but are still me I can't build a dream from scratch and cry over a song in the same hour because strength is about being hard all the time sometimes strength is feeling is all and still standing I have outgrown rooms outlived versions of myself survive things tried to break me I a.m. software it matters unshakable where it counts not perfect not polished but entirely real and that's more than enough.The Air stood silent quite quiet darkness so imposing felt life's door closing and I stood inside it I couldn't remember where I was going or where I began the black kept me really continuously concealing all that I am so I dropped down to my knees through tears beg the Lord please won't you please bless this tangle up flesh and this mind that full of disease and no answer did I get no voice call my name so I continue down beneath the ground till nothing did remain. There are no repeats in life every sun rises a one-time gift every conversation every smile every tear once it passes it becomes part of your story and can never be lived in the exact same way again life isn't a rehearsal we can't rewind or record the moments we've missed but we can be present soakingly now and love deeply while we have the chance . In a world where so many things change unexpectedly one thing I never want to take for granted is you your heart your kindness your loyalty in your love means more to me than words could ever explain and honestly if life gave me only one wish I wish for one more time loving you. Today I escaped to you your water a tranquil stunning turquoise blue raindrops dance on the surface ballerinas spinning with a joyful purpose it was a magical site hues and seafoam green and lavender sugar like candy fluorite a sapphire dragonfly flew into my hand and looked in my eyes serenity washed over me was he a spirit in disguise as I left I suddenly knew this was no escape I came home to you. Real Love is it roses are pretty words said as the right time is her staying when you're hard to hold it's you learning to weight of her silence and loving her gently through it real Love isn't loud it's a hand on your chest when the words goes ugly and the voice that says stay and meaning it. That empty space in your bed is kind of the sharing a pillow with someone who makes your soul feel homeless love is an entertained passion and you should know it can mend you or it could quickly damage you until your own reflection forgets your name I have seen many forms of love the kind that has the power to damage you and heal you at the same time the kind that consumes you the kind that is equally frightening and tantalizing and the kind that leaves hate and love intertwined beneath the same heartbeat every night I choose the empty side of the bed I choose the untouched side of the bed because loneliness isn't a gentle hurricane but the wrong person in a lifetime of endless longing. When you put harm into the world it has a way of returning karma doesn't mirror your actions but trust me it finds a way back to you. My soul feels empty without your notice I am addicted to loving you like a drug addict too cannot quit my heart echoes for your presence a hollow 8 only you can quiet my silence is reaching breaking begging for your touch I hope you noticed the countless feelings I never found the courage to speak still remains The silence I hope you notice the deepest pain is never been able to call you my own loving you and silence has become my safest habit my heart says your name and places my lips never could I carry conversations that only exist in my mind be playing smiles holding on to moments you may not even remember it's not that I don't feel enough maybe I feel too much so I had affection between ordinary words hoping you never notice and hoping you somehow do loving you in silence is a beautiful kind of ache because every day I choose to keep you you close without ever asking if you choose me to.They say when you meet the one who's right for your soul you'll know but I met you and still don't know I was blinded by myself righteous frog always believed you stay no matter what oh how stupid I was to thank you weren't as important as I was how foolish I was not to drink from your tears of sadness from the cups I served you in all the moment I could have been better for you but didn't even try I always thought you stay and that was a mistake I should have known you were only human and you had your limits but God I loved you I knew you just how much after I lost you they say when you meet the right one you'll know but I came to across you and still let you go. Never forget how far you have come everything you have gotten through all the times you have pushed on even when you felt you couldn't all the mornings you got out of bed no matter how hard it was all the times you wanted to give up but you got through another day never forget how much strength you have learned and developed along the way you are stronger than you think. Betrayed by your lies lost in your deceit the scars you left behind cut for too deep you turn love to ashes and trust into pain now All That remains is that doubt in my brain you didn't just breal me you chanoed who I am you stole the light the left me in the dark it's not my heart that shattered but the face that's torn apart in the wake of your betrayal you deserved my trust. God please save me for myself destruction it's only because of your grace and mercy that I'm alive today to share my story of the power that God has over me. I don't understand why everything happened the way it did the pain the loss the waiting but I trust the ones who does I trust that none of it was wasted that is all being used for something I can't see yet and that's enough. I locked the door after the Storm not because I hated the world because I was tired of cleaning up damage I did not cause the time passed the room got quiet my heart stopped shaking I started missing myself so I opened the door again not why just enough for a lot to enter just enough to remember that being hurt once does not mean every tomorrow is dangerous. Is Love enough or it needs extra of something with it like can't trust honesty or even more money people who say love is enough for me do they survive on Love alone can they eat by live with love love is essential but life has other counterparts which also plays a vital role sometimes due to this kind of parts life falls apart there are arguments misunderstandings fights abuse and what not how ironic is life sometimes those who have everything lack love while sometimes love is there but survival is the fight due to other missing parts to balance we strive but all we get is in balance throughout life the day we try to end this Chase we are already near to death.There is only one love you and all the galaxies across the Stars through all the time and you what an extraordinary thought the universe has never repeated your light because it never needed to yours has always been enough. I have lived so long inside survival that I no longer know where it ends and I begin decades of broken promises silent screams and wounds that never learned how to close now I stand in the middle of a life that should belong to me and I don't know how to live it I don't know who I am I don't know what I want I don't know how to feel without wondering if I'm feeling it wrong people speak of love like it's something that wraps around you and lets you rest I wouldn't know they speak of safely like is a place you can return to I've never found it they speak of happiness like sunlight through an open window I spent so long learning the dark that the light feels unfamiliar freedom sounds beautiful but I don't know what I do was open doors sometimes I make the wrong choices while watching myself make it I know better I know the road I should take yet something inside me keep steering the pain I've memorized because misery has become more recognizable than peace I tell myself I could change I know the choice exists so why do my first remain rooted to the ground that keeps swallowing me is as if the darkness has learned my name and every time I reach for the light it whispers you don't belong here maybe that's the coolest part of the trauma not the years not even the pain but that I can no longer tell the difference between the prison that was built around me and the one I've unknowingly built inside myself I am lost not because there is no way forward but because I have forgotten what it feels like to believe I deserve to walk toward it.I still love I still care I still hope but I no longer hand my softness to people who do not know how much it cost me to keep it some years changed my soul some seasons tested my face somebody's happened so quickly that people thought I was fine but I will surviving now I am rebuilding and 2026 with a different kind of energy so I'll never question my change I become this way because life taught me that pieces need protection. I am composing myself again from the pieces life scattered not for revenge not for attention not to prove everyone wrong because I miss my spark because I deserve peace because I know I'm not born just to fight bad years and call that a life so I am rebuilding one boundary at a time one quiet win at a time one honest breath at a time I am not broken beyond repair I am becoming carefully whole after fighting battles no one knew how to see. I foolishly believed Tom would never run out that there would always be another tomorrow to sit close to you to listen to your voice say my name to just breathe the same air beside you I never knew how precious those quiet simple days were not until they turned into memories I can only hold in my heart now every thought is filled with regret why didn't I listen more deeply why didn't I hold you tighter why didn't I whisper just how much you mean meant to me while you were still here I'll let myself get lost in the life that you would stay forever and that belief cost me all the moments I've never get back. Life bruised me with delays with unanswered prayers with night's heavy enough to silence the stars but somehow your cruelty cut deeper because life never looked me in the eyes and called me home life never held my timberland hands only to let them go when they needed warrants the most you did life never whispered forever just say disappeared like smoke when the storms arrived life never kissed my scars while secretly becoming another wound you did and perhaps that is why I forgave life easier than I forgive you because life owes nobody kindness but you you knew my softness memorize my fears studying every fragile part of me and still just to break me there. Riding down the highway when does wide open Indy hanging out the window no chasing every cent the wind carries past the smell of Summer the warmth of the Sun a smile I didn't have to force happy to be exactly where I am today's trips are a necessity the kind that clear the clutter out of your head music blasting singing every song off key making up half the words cuz you can't remember the lyrics anyway the sun shining freda my van bumping and rattling down the open road no destination important enough to rush toward just miles passing beneath us Andy and the wind music in the air and a simple reminder that some freedom looks are awful lot of like an ordinary afternoon with nowhere you have to be good If Tomorrow never comes and the angels come to play remember you were loved every minute of every day if Tomorrow comes and I never say goodbye I will send the words and whispers here them in the sky if Tomorrow never comes and I did not do enough for giving me and yourself on the days that will be tough it's more never comes there is only one thing to do put me inside of your heart so I can stay with you is tomorrow never comes and this morning is our last think of me in color and paint pictures from our past. Am I not human too was feeling with the quiet need to feel the warmth of true friendship as dandelion petals open freely to the Sun don't I deserve to be spoken of with kindness by those I trust do I have the right to feel the warmth of your heart to feel trust gently on my skin my sunlight on fragile petals am I not human too most I become you to be loved where the skin reshape my soul just so to earn your kindness am I not human like you don't deserve softness the beauty of trust the dignity of being spoken well of as a peacock unfold is dazzling feathers must I become it just to be seen just to be accepted am I not human too. If you're wondering on the road still asking where to go will you keep on moving forward even if answers are slow treasuring your fragile pride I once lived that way to holding on to broken pieces just to see myself through keep on walking keep on going don't let Sarah stay even when the world has taken everything away I want destroyed all I had just to finish from sight hoping silence would embrace me and is in this night I fell into a hole of dark or no light to break in struggling with a voice inside I could never win I asked the whole wide world but no reply came near only echoes of my question that nobody could hear I was like you like him like flowers bent in the rain laughing through the broken hours crying through the pain and still the road the wind has cursed stretches far and wide so tell me now how far has your own story arrived. I am fierce I am strong like the wind I am ungrounded I have been so all along with my strength I am surrounded I am a butterfly breaking Free no longer in the dark cocoon I am the last leaf on the tree before the decay of the balloon I am capable and worthy I am not what trauma defined I am whole and I deserving to be free from the sand of time paradise stand on top of the mountain while I look down at things once fast climbed my way drank from The fountain and it's power helped me rise at last I am fierce I am strong I am lovable and I am mighty I have been so all along and in my freedom you will find me.Drop your guard let me in I know it's hard but we got a chance for our life to begin I know you had to fight there was no other way people lied to you everyday think promises to say but they run away they ask you to break bread they betray you told you you were worthless and I know they belittled you all this insecurities you felt the bad hand you were dealt so I know I got a long way to go to prove to you that I am different so I ask you now just listen you got to stop fighting and let me in this is our shot so let's start let's split the page our story will begin it will be a life where you are a treasured and everyday I will tell you of your worth your value no doubt I will reassure I promise you this bread I break with you that's us you and me me and you the last time together a last time you deserve that is the way past due stop your fighting it's time I offer you my partnership I promise better lifetime I'll be rough and yes we'll face difficult adversities and different places in in different weathers but I said I got you we will face them together so I beg you now hear me out it's time and I know it's hard please drop your guard. We all do things we're not proud of thinking somehow will get away but every chance has consequences and sooner or later you'll have to pay maybe all at the time it felt so right or you didn't want them to leave but didn't pretend you're happy when your heart doesn't believe maybe he's just this week's flavor another name another face but chasing love is all the wrong places won't fill and empty space falling in love is something special but don't be fooled by charm because when it's all comes crashing down it'll hit you hard your broken heart will hit the ground your true love Left behind wishing you could turn back time and change what fills your mind the past won't disappear it's less than 10 to stay and some mistakes can follow you long after they faded away we all rush into things thinking we'll be fine but if you don't slow down and think you'll leave your peace behind so take it from the honest friend who only tells you the truth choose your path a little wiser before regret catches up with you because if you take the wrong word ignoring every warning sign don't be surprised when it all falls apart and you're left asking why love trust respect regret. I'd rather carry the grief for the rest of my life then have never known your love at all because the pain exits for only one reason you were here you love me and I was lucky enough to be led by you even now through all the missing through every quiet ache and every tear I still find myself thinking how lucky I was to have had you at all and if loving you means it carrying the heartbreak forever then it's a wait I would choose again. A man who has been hurt does it stop loving he just becomes more careful with the pieces of his heart that are still intact he knows small changes overthinking kind words and sometimes pulls back even when he cares deeply not because he wants to hurt anyone but because he knows what it feels like to trust the wrong person and honestly beneath all of the caution is usually someone who siblings in Love More than people realize if he finally feels safe enough to let someone in his loyalty runs deep he may not love loudly but he loves in a way that stays even when things get difficult. Hey stop acting like life is a waiting room it isn't it's a bar at closing time a last cigarette a song bleeding through a cracked speaker tomorrow is a rumor a slick salesman a promise that will never be signed so kiss her write it down take the long way home make the bad painting tell the truth wear the shirt you were saving for a better version of yourself there may not be some grand moment when everything finally begins this could be it this coffee this breath this ridiculous holy mess so live not neatly not later not when you're less afraid live now while your heart still has the nerve to call your name.People ask if I think about you often I never know how to answer that because it's not that you crossed my mind you live there in a quiet moment in the busy one in the middle of the work day in the middle of a conversation in the middle of a life that kept going when yours did not sometimes it's a memory sometimes it's a song sometimes there's nothing at all just I send ache in my chest that reminds me how much I miss you and for that moment everything else Fades away who think grief is something that visits once in a while but grief doesn't visit me it lives beside me because love lives beside me you still cross my mind when I see something beautiful with something makes me laugh when I wish I could pick up the phone and tell you all about my day the truth is there is isn't a day you don't cross my mind not because I can't move on not because you are part of me and no matter how many years pass I will carry your memory in the same way I Carry your Love quietly faithfully every single day. Not just gone erased like I was something to be protected against a threat they never named a door they had to bolt instead of simply clothes unfriending is a quiet exit this was a lock turned this was just in case you tries and I kept asking myself what version of me lived in their head the one that made them reach for the final loudest silence I didn't get a conversation I got a wall and walls don't care that you're standing on the other side still holding the words you'd never got to say what did I do wrong what did I miss why didn't you stay? The greatest exhaustion isn't born from distance is Born the moment you discover you've been walking toward a destination that never existed you replay every step every sacrifice every sunrise you survived believing you were getting closer until truth arrives quietly not to break you but to whisper none of this was living home it's only the road becomes heavier than the miles because the hardest journey isn't starting over it's grieving the life you spent walking the wrong way. Despite everything I'm still thinking of you despite the nothingness I'm still thinking of you I'm not something I can decide to stop thinking about you surely this is Love nothing is more important than thinking of you what you're doing what you're thinking about what sky you're looking at what are your breathing what sound you're allowed to move your body well and you're walking on will rain is wedding you what son is warming you and whoever is making your heart beat so hard it lifts your life above the clouds despite everything I'm still thinking of you despite the nothingness I'm still thinking of you.How can I say I like you when I know you don't like me how can I say you're my everything when I know you don't believe me how can I say I love you when I know you don't love me how can I feed my smile when I know I'm not happy how can I be made to laugh when I know I'm not laughing how can I say I'm sorry when I no I gave my best how can I say you're my forever when I know you don't care how can I say you broke my heart but I know it's already broken I did my best to win your heart but how can I say I'm winning when I know I am a loser. If I could say one thing to you right now it will be that I love you time me forward but my heart stayed where you left it I still miss you every single day in ways that never softened no matter how hard I try to move on a part of me still belongs to you you are my forever even in your absence you live in my thoughts my memories and my pieces of my shaped by your love I whisper your name in silence hoping somehow you feel it broken love like this does not fade I carry you everywhere and everything I do and every breath I take forever will always mean you to me. What's Left of me life keeps testing me trying to get the best of me I've been abused used so what's left to prove when life has been cruel to leave me feeling abandoned and bruised what's left of me I guess I'm just here waiting debating how death will be but at the moment I'm grateful that I'm still have breath in me all that I've seen and been through was meant to strengthen me so whatever is left of me will become eventually my destiny because whatever God had and has planned for me is better and was all meant to be. It's been a hard day I've missed you a lot I heard something today on my church app and honestly I didn't know something could be so beautiful and heartbreaking at the same time it went something like this is she okay yeah she's going through a season of grief it changed hers yes it did but so did his love if only you could have seen her then I'm sorry baby I'm trying my best I hope you know that but it's so hard I love you please don't be disappointed in me I will miss you a lot. Everyday I live is one day closer to seeing you again I dream of of a place where Love never ends where goodbyes as no meaning we're empty arms hold each other once more and every painful memory because endless Joy until we reunite I'll speak your name with love carry you in my soul cherish every moment they keep you close in every heartbeat until we meet again I miss you everyday love you always and wait for you forever. Today I lost you a part of me disappeared too I still wake up and do what I have to do I still smile when people expect me to but there's an emptiness inside me that never seems to fade I keep moving forward yet my heart keeps looking back because no matter how much time passes I will still miss you more than I know how to explain.From The moment I Saw you I knew this was different not because of your beauty that night but because something deeper just felt right behind the pain behind the walls behind the hurt you tried to hide Sara was still a spark of light fighting to stay alive even your beautiful eyes could not hide it part of your soul with begging to be seen while the outside of you was trying hard not to feel anything something rare was being guarded so tightly like your heart has learned that being soft was no longer safe you always ask me when I saw in you and if you could have seen yourself through my eyes you would not have believed it more than you would understand why time moves so fast why I look past the pain why I stay through the confusion why I saw more than what you let the world see but now the time has come to say goodbye not because it meant nothing because something even the deepest feelings still have to be released. No distance could ever keep me away because my heart chooses you everyday I'm motivated to reach your side with faith determination and love as my God even if I had to move mountains tall or break through every waiting wall I would stay right here and see it through until the day my arms are wrapped around you because when it comes to loving you there is nothing I wouldn't do with every Beach inside my heart I give you my all right from the start. Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone too often we wait too late to say I'm sorry I was wrong sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest in our hearts and we allow the silly things to tear our lives apart far too many times we let unimportant things getting our mind and by then it's usually too late to see what made us blind so be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you take the time to say the words before your time is true be sure that you appreciate everything that you've got and be thankful for the little things in life that means a lot. The dark thoughts are here telling me I'm done but I'm not ready yet I've a battle to be won between the devil and myself a battle as old as me he came to visit when I was young and hasn't let me be I've never been determined to settle out our score but I've had enough now he can't have me anymore so now I face him head held high it's time for him to say goodbye my time is not done he cannot bully me there are things that happened that I cannot unsee but I can try to move forward without bottles and pills trying to be myself and show him my will and I will win this battle and I have no doubt for I have been through too much to be shoved and pushed out. Be careful with the words you say they follow you throughout the day the voice inside can build or break a wound can heal or stay awake you lift a friend up when they're down you'd help them smile erase the frowns so why speak poison to your soul when kindness helps a heart feel whole you're not your failure not your worst night every time you've been hurt first your stronger than the doubts you hear more worthy than your biggest fear look in the mirror and stand up tall give yourself grace through it all the love you keep searching for above starts when you treat yourself with love progress not perfection you are enough you are worthy your loved she's gross peace love and me.The world is dark painted black some want to paint it white make it bright why try to bring light why change what you believe is right do you know more than the one who gave its color why is anger red it feels different in my head blue is the color of the sea but those who can see but the blind it's a sound of nature a picture in the mind what is the color of torture is it the same as pain can a painter paint what I've seen what shade is green people are colors you don't know does the blind think of white when they think of snow or is color just the truth we used to believe. People say I need to move on what they don't understand is this you weren't just a chapter in my life you were my comfort my peace my favorite place to rest my head when you left you took something with me the part of that felt complete I still live I still breathe but some days it feels like I'm surviving with half a heart loving someone I can no longer hold. I never imagined I would have to learn how to live in a world where you are no longer here I wasn't ready for the silence you left behind or the empty spaces only you could feel sometimes I smile some days I simply survive but everyday I carry your memory your love and a piece of my heart that went with you I miss you more than worth could ever say and I always will. You say what you mean to say but it makes no sense you're talking about me yet it sounds like you it's like your mind doesn't know what to say or do so you project onto me like you know it's true maybe it's only clear when you look at me but the mirror speaks louder when you refuse to look at you you throw your shadows out but they don't belong to me they do to you your reflection is the present I'm the one who walks free every word you twist it is a mask you were in vain projection is your weapon but it only shows your pain hopefully your reflection will come back to you and you won't always be in the vein truth has a way of breaking through the pain. A person doesn't change because they are loved but they change for the person they love I finally understand that for so long I thought I could change myself for you or that being loved by you would make me different but it's not like that seeing you the person I actually love makes me want to be better it's not a struggle it's a pull you've inspired me to become the best version of myself just for you every time I fail and I will and I know I can't start again real love isn't about changing someone is about inspiring them to become different but better because of you.Im not antisocial I'm just selectively social translation I don't like drama fake people or explaining myself to people who never listen anyway protect your peace focus on your girls and keep winning block negativity protect your place. Gratitude is a daily decision choose to be thankful and watch your life transform. There is nothing more powerful than watching someone who hated themselves for years finally start believing in their worth saving that's the miracle that's the comeback a strong woman stands for herself a fierce woman stands up for others and a woman with strength power and courage stands up for everyone. If Loving you didn't end the love I have for you it simply taught me how to love someone who now lives only in my memories I still care you in The quiet moments in the tears that appear without warning and in the part of my heart that still reaches for you you're no longer here for my eyes to see but you remain in every beat of my heart always remembered always cherished always loved. I wasn't ready for a world that no longer has you in it I still expect to hear your voice to catch myself wanting to tell you about my day still reach for memories because they're all I have left I never got the goodbye I imagined my final words no extra hug no chance to say please stay a little longer so I'll say this now thanks for being the kind of love that death could never erase you might be beyond my sight but you remain in every beat of My heart some stories don't end they simply continue in memories and longing and until the day our paths cross again I'll keep loving you from this side of forever. I don't believe Time heals everything it helps it does after a while you won't cry about it all the time it won't consume your every thought anymore you do get better you'll laugh and smile you'll even have a lot of great days but it's still there you just learned to live with it this is how things are now so you get used to it but that doesn't mean if ever goes away it's still deep in your soul still makes you cry when you think about it too much still stop shooting your tracks but something reminds you of it you'll have those bones when your heart hurts really bad I don't think Time heals everything sure it gets better but it's a scar that never goes away a broken bone that still aches on rainy days. Be the hand that lifts a stranger back to their feet be the quiet strength that reminds a broken heart it is not alone but never become the Peace of yourself people reach for only when they are falling because some souls will mastake your kindness for your purpose they will take everything you offer then leave as though your absence calls them nothing compassion should heal others not erase you a heart meant to carry love not to become something disposable. I will never be the same person I was before grief the day loss entered my life it changed me it changed the whole way I see the world the way I love the way I trust the way I carry Joy the way I carry pain some parts of my survived but parts of me didn't and no amount of time will bring back the person I was before it happened.My heart moves toward you like the tide to the waiting shore there's a quiet gravity in you I cannot resist even in silence i feel your presence against my thoughts distance only sharpens the way I long for you but not leaning gently into the arms dawn my soul keeps returning to your warmth whenever the world my curious apart some hidden part of me you will always ache for you you are a blessing I never knew I find a quiet miracle wrapped in time like sunshine painted gold on air you bring a warmth beyond compare thank you for being here with me a gentle truth a a certainty and every glance in every smile you make the hardest Roads worthwhile you are the calm within the storm a place where shattered dreams transform with you Even silence feels like a song I love so right where I belong but stay not bound but freely near my horse speaks louder than you're here you are my light my answered prhere a blessing thank you for being there. How many times do you cross my mind you ask every moment that feels too quiet when I wake up I think of you when I pause in the middle of the day there you are when the night finally falls somehow you are still the last thing I hold on to everyday you existing some my thoughts and I thought you get to feel that kind of love too because you are everywhere to me and every ordinary thing that suddenly feels meaningful because of you. A possibility of marrying you maybe we get to have that one day but for now I don't want to give you promises we are not yet ready to protect because I still feel that there is so much growth left for us to do. If you can't be the sunshine and feed the glitter loyalty is more than promises it's a choice we make each day It's sending fire person in the sunshine and in the gray it's not about never falling or never facing any storm is holding hands a little tighter when the world begins to form loyalty is in the little things the calls the texts the listening ear showing up is staying true and saying I'm here it's not trying to change your love but loving them as they are believing in their better days and being their safest star in a world that moves so fast loyalty is a quiet it's use each other over and over right here right now we'll see isn't about being perfect is about being real being faithful and chasing each other no matter what loyalty isn't just about staying is about choosing to say in the loyalty we find trust peace safety home Georgia is love that powers is the first time and just words that is the true meaning of loyalty in a relationship.A kiss on the forehead means stay with me kiss on my head means you are my everything just on the cheek I'm enchanted by you a kiss on the hand means take my affection just on the neck means your mind a kiss on the shoulder means don't go a kiss on the lips means I love you I slept on the butt means this is mine and tight hugs means I won't let you go. You found me in the rubble of everything I tried to bury I didn't go home she didn't ask me to be you just tell what was left of me like it was enough you saw the cracks I cough lost and kiss them while they were the only parts for staying for you didn't fix me you stayed and somehow in the breaking news about something unbreakable. I don't want a rushed kind of love what time that burns fast and face quicker I want the time that meals first that falls in his hands before it reaches for mine I love that Jesus patience even when feeling run down and love that honors God more than it honors and impulse I want us to grow slowly like Roots beneath the soil hidden steady intentional built where no one else can see I want late night conversations I want scripture in our hearts before romance feels the room let God lead this let him correct what needs correcting heal what needs healing and guide us where emotions cannot because love done the right way isn't weak for waiting is strong enough to trust timing strong enough to stay pure strong enough to say if this is from God we never have to force it so I'll be still when I need to be still I pray when I don't have any answers and I'll let love unfold gently with God at center and peace at the foundation. The world feels worn down lately too much cruelty two little Mercy left in people still she moves through it you're loving her hands and compassion and she fought hard to keep life already tried to take her again if you she did not survive all of that just to let the bitterness of this world to make a stranger out of her heart. Everything that hit me in life how to deal with I've dealt with I promise asleep pick myself back up and wiped my tears I've grown from things that were meant to break me I get stronger by the day and have God to think for that I miss you I miss the fact that can no longer kiss you I hate it I hate the fact I'm near you but not with you it kills me it kills me that I can't hold you at night the warmth the warmth I get for holding you so tight forever forever and a day I will still love you and no one and no one could compare or rise above you my world my world is what you are and always will be and even and even if I'm not yours you will be mine I know I know it's for the best but we're just friends but one day one day maybe we will make amends for now although it's hard to comprehend I'll be there I'll be there girlfriend or not till the end I miss you I miss you but I'm glad that you're still close to me your happiness your happiness is what matters the most to me .Don't give up great things take time stay focused stay positive stay strong your future is created by what you do today not tomorrow believe in yourself keep going you've got this. I'm madly in love with you i want to shout it out loud from the top of the high mountain like in romantic film's i have experienced so many things but I still have strong feelings i just want you to be mine till the end incomprehensible and delightful a feeling apears in my chest i cannot explain it it fills my life with meaning and my eyes with light it is love for sure i need you strongly i wake up thinking of you i go to sleep seeing you in my dreams I love you a lot more than much a new day is a real blessing i feel so lucky and honored to be in love with you thank you for sharing your warmth its a truly wonderful gift i will always appreciate you i don't know why i love you so much but im pleased love is when looking into your eyes is much more pleasant than contemplating stars in the sky after all it's said and done i am convinced that you belong to me i know that because right now i can feel my heart thumping aloud Merrily for you. With you i found a place where my heart feels calm where I can smile without any reason and still feel completely understand i don't want a perfect love story i just want moments with you late night talks silly fights soft apologies endless Care and the comfort of knowing that no matter how hard life gets i still have you beside me sometimes I act strong sometimes I hide my feelings but deep inside all i really want is to be loved gently by you you are not just a person to me you are my peace my safe place my favorite thought before sleep and the reason my heart still believes in forever. My cup of love filled with the sweetest thoughts of you let me keep you close always my cup of joy overflows too and every drop of happiness finds it's way back to you here's to US and the beautiful love we share so picture perfect.You are more loved than you realized more appreciated than you know and more important than your doubts whatever have you believe never forget that you're experience makes a difference. Empty is the only word that fits right now not sad exactly not broken just hollowed out by everything that has been piling up too many things at once to many decisions too much to carry and no clear since weather any of it is being handled right I keep going just stopping does not feel like an option but the weight is real and the rest I need is somewhere I have not figured out how to reach yet. There is a room beneath the heart where daylight never learned to stay a chamber built from silent words and the words the tongue give up one day their shadows drink from silver cups and hunger wears the monarchs crown the mirror show not who we are but every mark we've hammer down the darkest desires do not arrive with fangs or thunder at the door they bloom like roses made of smoke their roots entwined beneath the floor they whispered take what was denied because the fire not the spark they promised kingdoms made of Ash and stars that only shine in the dark yet in that room a candle waits small as a breath yet fierce and bright with every wish the counts the void is measured by a deeper light but as I want these halls alone we're longing carves its ancient art listening to his darkest desires echoing softly beneath the heart. Friendship is a Golden chain the link are friend so dear and like a rare and precious Jewel is treasured more each year time can't destroy its beauty for as long as memory lives the golden chain of friendship is it strong and blessed tie binding kindred hearts together as the years go passing by. No matter how busy life becomes you always find time to listen offer encouragement share a laugh or simply be there when someone needs you one of the things I admire most about you the way you make people feel valued and appreciated that is a gift not everyone has I am grateful for your kindness your patience and for the countless ways you've made my life better I hope you never doubt how much you mean to me you are appreciated and dearly loved. Sweetheart laugh my be unpredictable but my love for you is certain I'll see you from now still holding on to each other ihas will always find their way back to each other because loving you is the beautiful promise my soul has ever made.Life being life it handed me a new best friend through words through pieces of my soul i laid out on paper never knowing who recognize themselves between the lines life is exciting life is exhausting life is heartbreak and healing laughter and love phone calls inside jokes memories and people who know who you use to be and still love who you are becoming nothing about life is simple but simple was never the goal lively was and god knows for all the chaos for all the tears for all the unexpected blessings this Life has been many things but it has never been Dead and i think thats something worth being greatful for life is beautiful messy and absolutely worth living. Let me leave when I'm tired not wanting let me leave with no greif at my grave let me leave when the world is forgiven any shadows i silently laid let me leave when there is peace all around me when I am loved but not needed in sight when I leave let it be that I've grown from my truth so my love will explode with the light let me leave when my story is written there is so many chapters to come let me leave when i am tired and ready to rest in the light of my sun. Never to late to change your life your not to late it is the right time because the life your creating is worth more than what you leave behind.i use to escape life now i live it. Who ever said people don't change has never met a person like me. Moments will pass minutes will grow into days and then years i will wait seeds will grow into trees tall and broad standing an age before they withered to dust I will wait a whisper of wisdom carried on a breeze travels across seas is hard then Fades is heard again than dissipates i will wait time will age all things that come into being time will pass them away yet all the while still i will stand waiting because the wisdom whispered on that breeze are promises of love you bring to me.It's not about finding someone to love it's about finding someone who makes love feel like home someone who sees your mess and still cause it beautiful who stays through your silence your storms your healing love isn't about grand gestures or perfect timing it's not two people who decide again and again that no matter what they're not giving up on each other that's the kind of love Worth finding. I am both a feeler and an Intellect strong and delicate full of wild and full a peace fractured in too many places to count and as whole as whole can be sometimes I am a giver while at the same time in Desperate need of receiving I can be surrounded yet lonely and alone yet blissfully fulfilled I am quietly brave and loudly different I laugh easily and cry easily sometimes I ran towards the same troubled Waters the I tried to save others from I am often misunderstood but that's okay I am still learning to you understand myself too. I'm losing you shattered my heart in ways I never thought possible but loving you was still the greatest gift of my life if I was giving a choice I would choose you all over again every laugh every memory every quiet moment and even every tears that followed the pain of losing you is heavy but I would rather carry the heartbreak than had never known your love at all even though losing you Broke me loving you was worth every moment of the pain and if I had to live it all again I was still choose you every single time. If I truly love someone I want the best for them but I know I'm not perfect and I never will be still I will give my honest heart my loyalty and my care love isn't about being flawless it's about showing up staying true and making someone feel valued cherished and deeply loved every day. If my heart could speak it would tell you the same thing everyday you are irreplaceable no one else has your smile your heart your way of making me feel understood out of all the people in this world you are the one that feels like home to me and no matter what happens that will never change. One day you will meet someone who sees all the love you carry in your heart and never takes it for granted they will appreciate your kindness loyalty and value and remind you everyday how special you are the right person won't make you chase love they will meet you halfway and make you feel chosen cherished and deeply loved. The right kind of love doesn't make you wonder where you stand it reassures you support you and makes you feel secure its found in the little things good morning Texts . Your love is more than attraction more than beautiful words more than fleeting emotions its the quiet commitment to say do you understand and support each other through every season of life its she's in the same person on the easy days and hard ones when Love is real if it comes a secure place where two hearts can grow heal and belong together forever. I promise you no one would ever take your place in my heart some people come and go but you are different you become part of my soul my happiest memories and my favorite thoughts no matter what life brings my heart will always have a special place for you a place that belongs to you and only you. Love is More than a feeling its a choice made everyday it's about being there for the good times and the hard ones offering support without being asked and caring without expecting anything in return true love brings peace trust and comfort making two hearts feel at home no matter where life take them.Intimate checki'm smiling not just because I'm stronger then my problems a smiling because my God is stronger than my problems. The part of you that questions pauses And your fears are not enough that's the part that deserves compassion the most because growth is a journey where every step polished or unfinished is truly treasured. Sometimes the hardest days prepares you for the greatest blessing what's good for you won't miss you keep believing what's not for you will make room for better keep trusting and what's ahead of you will be more than you ever imagined keep hoping. When I say I love you I'm in love with you as the Moon is in love with the Sun as the sea is in love with the shore as darkness is in love with the light as plant roots are in love with the soul and birds are in love with the sky I love you so very much. Everyone makes mistakes in life but that doesn't mean that they shouldn't pay for them for the rest of their life sometimes good people make bad choices that doesn't mean they're bad it just means they're human. We are writing a beautiful story my love one day at a time I feel it's magic and every moment that we dance your love adds meaning to every chapter and beauty to every line. The only thing in this world that could change your life is you So no quotes to change your life but they can give you a fresh perpective on things and motives you two initiate change sometimes the changes that are required are minuscule sometimes nothing needs to change at all. We are over the moon my love my heart feels it everyday I feel a happiness with you but it's hard to put into words your words lift my spirit higher than I ever imagined and it feels the world Wonder. I chose to wait not because there's no one else but because my heart has already chosen you we might not be together today But I believe the destiny is playing the best time for us I will be right here going slow and silence until the universary unnights us at the right moment because true love do not rush it only learns patience until we are finally won.It does not come with conditions nor does it keep score it stays even when the days get heavy and the road is no longer what we hoped for it does not need profection only presence it chooses you again and again and every season in every version of you because true love it's not about getting what you want it is about loving who we are with no matter what. One day I'll have his memories of how we live not what we owed so dance in The quiet moments how's the people you love speak your truth and be kind these are the pieces that turn a life into a legacy live fully love deeply leave a legacy of love. The main character of your life you become the one you adjusts without noticing you turned yourself into a supporting role in stories that were never yours here is the truth you cannot keep light and it's lighting rooms that were never meant for your light and to expect to feel whole you were never a candle meant to survive in small spaces you were always the sun start living like it shine bloom inspire. I've outgrown people places in a situations that drain my energy dim my light and distract me from my purpose my peace is more important then being liked understood or accepted. I rather be alone and aligned then surrendered and lost. Not every chapter is meant to be rushed through some are meant to be wandered through slowly collecting sunsets learning lessons and finding pieces of yourself you forgot were there trust the journey the best part of your story may still be ahead. You don't have to have it all figured out just say the next step trust the timing and keep believing that everything is unfolding exactly how it should. Happiness isn't found in having more is found in appreciating what you already have a grateful heart turns ordinary days into beautiful ones. You don't have to have everything figured out today sometimes the brightest thing you can do is keep moving forward one step one breath one sunrise at a time. You just have to be willing to take one small step one brave breath and keep showing up for your life keep going beautiful soul one step at a time Faith over fear brave enough to begin all things are possible the best is still ahead. Sometimes the universe clear the path by take it away what no longer belongs in your journey and when one flower falls from the garden a whole field of wildflowers my bloom in its place be still beautiful soul every sunrise is a gentle reminder that's your story is still being written as long as you're waking up to a new day there's purpose in your breathe magic in your steps and love guiding your path stay grateful stay groovy stay open to the blessings on their way. not everyone who writes is trying to impress the world some of us are simply trying do you understand our own hearts.I use to believe that if I treated people with kindness they'd return it but life tought me otherwise people will be who they are believe what they want and act however they choose regardless how it effects you at the end of the day actions speak loudest and words often means the least. There are days when I feel tired when doubt speaks louder than hope and the weight of everything tries to pull me down and then there you your love lifts me highter than my fears stronger than my worries and brighter than every dark thought I've had the way you encourage me the way you believe in me the way you stay steady when I feel unsteady it doesn't just make me happy it makes me better more capable more supported never alone so whenever life feels heavy your love lifts me again and for that im endlessly greatful. A love that last are not built on sweet words that fades like the wind it is built on truth spoken with courage and hold with serenity honesty may not always be easy but it is always worth it in the light of truth hearts feel safe to be real to be seen and to truly love for every honest word a bridge is built in every truth shared a bond is strenghthened honesty is not just A choice it is the foundation that holds love standing strong. Your smile isn't proof of a perfect life it's proof that I refuse to let hard times steal my joy I've faced storms disappointments and days that tested my strength but I still choose gratitude over complaints Faith over fear and hope over doubt every smile I wear is a reminder that blessings are bigger than burdens and brighter days are always a head life isn't perfect but there's always a reason to smile believe and be thankful. My love luchie if I had the chance to be reborn I would ask to find you and fall in love with you so we could be together you are the most beautiful story that destiny wrote in my life thank you for appearing in my world and changed it i love you today and always. Sometimes people Will look at your life your patients positivity and assume you've had it easy they haven't seen the countless times you've resurrected yourself when feeling dead inside or how close you've come to give up they aren't aware of the discomfort you've endured while confronting your demon's and fears they haven't witnessed the entire journey. You whispered Sweet vows of tomorrow's light but im left waiting in endless night hopes like paper boots drift on a sea blessing dreams that fade and fray words that whithered and slipped away forevers ghost that never arrives in the silence of your forgotten lies so here I linder lost in the ache waiting for promises that always breaks. I thought i understand why you were here But it was only when you left that the silence finally taught me what your presence had been saying all alone.You came into my life like something I never knew I needed and suddenly everything made since my heart stopped woundering the moment it found you now it beats only for you endlessly softly and forever. I didn't know the true power of love the dept the grace the pure happiness it brings until you came into my life with you love is everything i never knew I see the quiet strength it took to walk alone when your heart longed someone to lean on a i see the way you stay soft even with life asked you to be hard I see the way you kept choosing hope not because it was easy but because it was true to who you are you could have settled you could have silenced your needs but instead you chose to go to become the kind of woman who knows her worth holda her vision and lives of souls you built more than savings you've built self respect you've created more than dreams you created space for a real deep blessing love so when he arrives your partner your friend your home don't be surprised don't wonder if you deserve him you called him in with every act of self love you made room for him and every boundary you honored are you prepared him with every quiet act of courage I'm proud of you I'm with you I love you always.We promise but he's quiet skies to say whenever reason dies even the time changes me your place remains permanently on my fail in countless ways love myself in darker days but one thing I Will always keep I promise buried deep not just in words but in everything I do I'll choose us again and again I never break our promise. There is something so quietly and profoundly comforting about being loved by someone who never makes me question where I stand no confusing no wondering no hot and cold or back and forth fo having to read between the lines of every interation just consistency just genuine and study effort just another race piece in your life instead of noise certainly instead of doubt warmth instead of wondering this is the love I am grateful for every single day that is the kind of love I never want to live without always. Real Love is not too perfect people who never experienced difficulty or pain or moments of frustration with each other if there's two people have seen the most challenging and unpublished sides of one another the stress and the hard seasons and the moment where everything felt heavier The Love alone could hold and who still chose each other who still came back who's still reaches for each other at the end of the hardest days who still stays soft with each other even with softness costs something this is real love that is the kind that is worth everything love is not finding someone who completes you it is funny someone whose presence makes you want to become softer warmer and kinder and more home was the person you already are.1)he will always want to text call or see you 2) you'll be the first one he misses when he wakes up 3) if he sleeps before you he'll text or call you immediately when he wakes up 4) he'll ask you where you go what's doing And with whom 5) now because he wants to control you but he cares about you 6) if he loves you no matter how busy he is I will try his best to have free time for you. Luchie do you know something what's password to my heart it's you only you open irt and all you can close i everything I am and everything I feel began and ends with you .and ot feels easy and every moment will shine it was a smallest step forward is progress stay gental stay gental with yourself keep your heart hopeful and remember you are smarter than you think.im stronger because I had to be smarter because of my mistakes happier because of the sadness I've known and wiser because I've learned. The only people who deserve to be in your life are the ones who treats you with love kindness and respect.when you feel like quitting remember why you started when it gets tough find the strenght to keep going. When you face setbacks Rise up and try again you are stronger than you think never give up.a time grown out of pity like rain on the as Asphalt point is plessure to the assuming masses it was not the vow that was broken but the innocents that stumbled out of reach lover's torn at the seams.treat people the way you wanted to be treated talk to people the way you wanted to be talked to respect is earned not giving.1) shouldn't you be asleep right now or are you up thinking about me. 2) careful late night convos with me can't turn into a habit real quick. 3) I was ready to knock out then your text popped up now I'm wide awake. 4) if I were there sleep would definitely not be your priority. 5) funny how you text me right when you cross my mind too. 6) don't stay up too late unless it's me keeping you up. 7) now I'm over here smiling at my phone like you would do something. 8) late nights + you =my kind of vibe. 9) these late night talks yeah there becoming my favorite part of the day. 10) you can go to sleep or stay up and flirt with me a little longer your call.1) watch his eyes not just a smile a men's eyes tell the truth every time if he looks at you with focus softness and intention he feels something real if he distant or avoids eye contact his heart isn't fully there. 2) pay attention to his consistency a man who cares does not come and go he shows up regularly and intentionally without excuses if he only appears when it's convenient that means you're an option not a priority. 3) notice how he makes you feel real love feel safe not draining a man who values you won't leave you confused hurt emotionally exhausted if time becomes normal that's not love that's something you're tolerating. 4) watches actions over his words anyone can say the right thing a man who truly wants you will prove it through effort not excuses no mixed signals just actions. 5) look for clarity not confusion a serious men make sure life in his place clear you won't have to guess overthink and question where you stand if you're always unsure and he's not fully sure about you either.I tell you I love you all the time but some nights it feels like those words barely snached the surface of what I actually feel you still make me smile for no reason and somehow you still you make my heart race in the smallest moments I catch myself thinking about you throughout the day without even trying and honestly what means the most is how safe I feel with you not perfect not pretending just completely myself the more time passes the more certain I become the loving you is one of the easiest and most natural things my heart has done. No matter how much time goes by my heart still finds its way to you it was you and my yesterday it's you and my today and it'll still be you in all of my tomorrow's through every season every smile every challenge I'll keep choosing you over and over again because at the end of it All it has always been you and it will always be you I know I don't always have the right things sometimes my words hurt sometimes my silence hurts even more but please understand one thing my heart has always been yours even when I act distant I'm thinking about you even when I stay quiet I'm fussing with myself to fix things you're not just someone in my life you are my peace my habits my everything I'm not perfect but my love for you is real am I mess up again but I never stop choosing you because losing you is the only thing I am truly scared of so If i say I'm sorry is not just a word it's my heart asking for one more chance. Tonight my love Luchie let the world stay outside our door with all this noise is worries and it's endless demands come closer rest your head up on my shoulder And let the silence speak for us I do not need Grand words for your heartbeat near mine is a language I already understand the warmth of your presence the softness of your touch the comfort of simply holding you these are the moments I would clearly lose track of the fun if sleep finds us let it find us Tangled in peace wrapped in affection and shattered by fulfilling that neither of us is alone for in a world that changes everyday there is sometimes beautiful about ending they're night with the one heart that you won't far away. Your soft heart has survived disappointment and still chooses kindness this is not weakness this is power wrapped in tenderness strength dressed in gentleness and courage with wings. Always believe something wonderful is going to happen even with all the ups and downs never take a Day for granted smile cherish the little things and remember to hug the ones you really love . If today feels heavy remember that rain doesn't mean the sun is gone it only means the sky is making room for something to grow your brighter moments will be closer than you think keep the gentle parts of you the world will try to make you hard but you're kindness your wounder your tenderness and your ability to love deeply are still beautiful reason to be proud of who you are. Do not underestimate the brave little steps you take on the days when your heart feels tired every small choice to keep going to breathe to hope and to try again is proof that your light is still alive. One day we'll look back all the days that felt impossible and realized that day did not end you they shaped you stretched you and quietly led you toward a softer door you had not seen yet. You deserve love that feels calm in your body safe in your body safe in your heart in your soul love that does not confuse you rush you make you feel like you must earn your place. You may never fully see how many lives you're kindness .these little things stay in people's heart's long after you forget your gave them me.